Saturday, September 11, 2010
I don't know what I should do now.
I'm so confused.
After since I came back from obs, everything seems to had changed.
Friends, family and things around me.
Lots of things happened during obs as well. I seem to be the last to know or even know nothing.
I really don't know how to live on in this surrounding anymore.
All I want is to go back to obs, no matter how dirty it is, how terrible it is without technology, I don't mind.
I want to live a simple life like the grandmother at ubin, Chloe ones told us, that grandmother had children in singapore but she does want to live there, all she wants is to live a simple life, without technology, plants her own crops and sell it to earn a living and she does request for anything more.
So in life, we can't take things for guarantied, we must learn to take and repay.
"There's no free lunch in this world. We must learn to earn and achieve it."