Friday, September 5, 2008
Wondering&Wondering
sometimes i really wonder am i their _ _ _ _ _ ???Seriously I'm wondering.
Reasons for wondering: Can't communicate properly with them
Don't have any common or same
interest And many more.What can I do??? Can anyone tell me???I try to talk nicely to them, they will think that I am trying to get somethings from them.I really don't know what can I do.
In school, I try to be as natural as I can so that they wouldn't
know what had happen to me or do I have any family matters.
Try to be as cheerful as I can.
Tomorrow, will be
my grandfather's death anniversary.He
passed away on 9 September 2007.
He dotes me a lot because I'm the only GIRL in the whole family.
And tomorrow I have Chinese oral and Literature Unseen Prose.
If I go to school, I also don't think I will have any mood to take the tests.
But if I don't go, I think I will missed the tests and
I don't want to take the tests alone.
So lets depend on my father if he let me go
My mother went to China today.
So again she went overseas.
My father also don't really care about me.
This few days, I didn;t really talk to him.
Plus report book is back again.
This time, I fail two subjects that are History and Science.
I was thinking if
this family were without me,
they will feel happier, lovelier,.....
I am like a
burden to them.
I always see that without me, they are really really ....
HAPPIER.
I am really thinking. Did I came to the wrong world, wrong family, or ....
I always make them angry, worried and ....
But one thing that I am glad that is I meet lots of friendly friends, teachers
and not forgetting my seniors.
WHAT CAN OR SHOULD I DO????
Whatever I do, the first person that I'm thinking of, will not be my families,
maybe friends or even SENIOR.
Have a good guessing!!!
TATA !!!!
